EXCLUSIVE 'I developed anxiety and the fear to be alone': Jessica Alves details mental health struggles after 'displacing' XXL bum implants

Jessica Alves has detailed her recent mental health struggles after ‘displacing’ XXL bum implants.

The TV personality, 39, has 2220cc implants and thinks spending £1million in over 100 operations is all worth it as it’s an ‘investment in my happiness’.

However, Jessica’s butt implants became ‘displaced’ after she got up too soon while she was still recovering from surgery.

She was forced to spend Christmas and New Year alone in hospital in Istanbul, Turkey while undergoing more surgery.

In an exclusive interview, Jessica told MailOnline: ‘Ever since January after having to spend Xmas and new year in the hospital after my butt implants displaced inside my muscles, I developed anxiety and fear to be alone at home.

EXCLUSIVE: Jessica Alves has detailed her recent mental health struggles after ‘displacing’ XXL bum implants

Surgery: The TV personality, 39, has 2220cc implants and thinks spending £1million in over 100 operations is all worth it as it’s an ‘investment in my happiness’

‘I felt the need to go out in central London from Sunday to Sunday which lead me to drink more alcohol and gain few pounds giving me a bloated look.

‘I wasn’t ok, I was short tempered and couldn’t sleep well and I had to acknowledge that and do something about it.

Jessica explained: ‘I packed my bags and fly to São Paulo Brazil where my family lives and where I have a lovely house. I then started an intensive holistic treatments including Reiki and Ayahasca indigenous tea theraphy.

‘It helped me a lot and now I’m back to London feeling a new woman, calmer and energised.

‘I was with a type of depression after having surgeries after surgeries it felt like i was running a marathon that never ended but today I can confirm that I m done with plastic surgery.

Jessica admitted she now feels much happier with herself: ‘I am a beautiful woman inside and out with good few people around me and a great family.

‘I’m turning 40 soon and I shall celebrate it in Las Vegas with close friends I am very excited.

‘I am now strong and feeling good to go back to TV starting now in Spain’s ch5 then back to London and then mainland Europe .

Looking good: In a new photoshoot, Jessica put on a busty display in a plunging white mini dress

In an exclusive interview, Jessica told MailOnline: ‘Ever since January after having to spend Xmas and new year in the hospital after my butt implants displaced inside my muscles, I developed anxiety and fear to be alone at home.’

‘I want to inspire people and to promote diversity, love, and respect to show that anything in life is possible with will power and determination.’

Despite now being content within herself, Jessica admitted the one thing missing in her life is a boyfriend to settle down with, something she said she is struggling to find.

The reality star, who has a reported net worth of £30million, has been dating as a single woman since she came out as transgender in 2020.

She previously revealed she had been subjected to appalling discrimination and found herself getting blocked on dating apps after her matches realised she had been assigned as male at birth.

She said: ‘I am still single in a hunt from my Prince Charming. I was using tinder but I got banned again now I need to find a new datting app where people will stop reporting me assuming that I m a fake profile.

It came after Jessica revealed she wants to be ‘first in the queue’ for a pioneering trans womb operation, when science catches up to her dream of becoming a mother.

The trans star, who gave up on getting the operation in 2021, told MailOnline she was still dreaming of one day having a baby.

Relationship: Despite now being content within herself, Jessica admitted the one thing missing in her life is a boyfriend to settle down with, something she said she is struggling to find

Prominent experts in the field anticipate the pioneering transplants will be ready for trans women — who were born male — within the next few years.

Jessica said: ‘It is a dream to be mother and to have a bump in my belly and knowing I can have that extension of myself.’

She added ‘I’ve had all the surgeries I can to be as close as possible to a biological woman,’ she said.

‘But I can’t have children, which is very frustrating.’